Dear Santa...


Last time I saw you I said that I didn't really want anything for Christmas. Of course you didn't believe me but still I never told you the truth, even after you asked again...

Well, here I am with the truth for you. I only ask for one thing this Christmas. It's nothing too much I don't think. I hope it isn't... Well, Fist off I'm sorry I lied to you. I just...my little brother was there, why would i say something I know would worry him? He doesn't need to worry about me he needs to be a little kid and get everything he can out of being a little kid. He needs everything I never had...He doesn't need to worry about me...

Well, here's my Christmas list:

1. Happiness

I don't think that's too much to ask for. If it is then I'm sorry I guess it's not a primary need. I can go on without it I suppose.

I've been through a living hell the past few months and every time I start to heal something else breaks my heart all over again...

If asking for happiness was too much...

..Could you at least make it hurt less?


Thank You..
Merry Christmas,
Alyssa